I built my walls up brick by brick
They hid my faults, my needs, my fears
Stories high and eons thick
They hid my sadness, my anger, my tears
I took a brick down….let you in
Breathed in the air and felt the light
I dared to fall in love again
A love so perfect and so right
When walls are whole they block all things
The good, the bad, both out and in
They keep out all the joy love brings
Protect me from being hurt again
A brick came down….let in the sun
Love helped to open up a wall
Let in the warmth….let in “the one”
Found my feelings….exposed them all
And now my heart, confused and torn
Sometimes panics…. wants to hide
No guarantees….no promise sworn
I take the brick….crawl back inside
Inside where I feel safe, secure
Away from love but also pain
Too scared to walk where nothing is sure
I hide myself from sun and rain
To fully embrace this wondrous gift
Exposes all my wounds and scars
Anchored safe, yet set adrift
Troubled clouds hiding beautiful stars
Your love, I know, is safe and true
But offers up no guarantee
I try to build my wall anew
Fearing hurt I need to flee
I can’t explain….the words unknown
To tell you now, speak of my fear
Fear of being left alone
Love’s twists and turns always unclear
Past commitments in the way
My heart too scarred….it has no voice
Afraid to go….afraid to stay
I take up bricks…. forestalling choice
This love – the greatest ever felt
My heart should hold, never to let go
But behind the walls where it once dwelt
Fear starts to stir, begins to grow
“He’ll leave” it whispers from the dark
“He has a life apart from you”
Heart feels arrow hit the mark
“Come back inside….we’ll build anew”
I want so much to take this chance
Not listen to fear’s spiteful trick
Embrace the rain….embrace the dance
Destroy the walls….put down the brick
No part of life is preordained
Love offers up no guarantee
Life without you bringing pain
Love with you completing me
I know your love for me is strong
That by my side you always stand
Please help me now from choosing wrong
Please take the brick out of my hand